I had people saying

‘It’s all in your head’.

Do you honestly think I want to feel this way?

-Sonia Estrada


Feeling Sad Without a Reason

Today I am sad. About lots of things and, at the same time, none of it. It could be because of the bad dream that I had, or the appointment in the morning that I was late for, or the nausea that I got later and spent the rest of the day trying to get rid of. It may be just PMS.

I didn’t left the apartment. I tried to do some cleaning, some laundry, and that didn’t make me feel better, or even productive, which is very unusual. It didn’t stop me to feel like crap the whole day.

You may think I’m depressed or something. But I am not. I have some issues, like everybody. Only today I have this dark cloud of emptiness over my head, and everywhere I look in my life. I wish I could sleep until tomorrow in the moment I started to feel that way. Without talking to anyone, without spreading this heaviness.

I know that tomorrow the day will rise different. And I’ll be different. Let’s hope it’s for the best.

Hope you had a better day than mine.



You’re an interesting species. An interesting mix. You’re capable of such beautiful dreams and such horrible nightmares. You feel so lost, so cut off, so alone, only you’re not. See, in all our searching, the only thing we’ve found that makes the emptiness bearable, is each other.

-Carl Sagan